Author Archives: Finding Hope

About Finding Hope

Had a miscarriage in May 2014. Ended up having a D&C on Mother's Day 2014. Gave birth to an amazing little girl in June 2015. This blog helps deal with the grief of the first child and worries of motherhood and any future pregnancies.

Fighting…

This past year has been rough. I’ve been sleep deprived for most of it. I’ve been struggling with family relationships. Some seem to have changed and we don’t know how to fix them. Some have gone through a rough patch, … Continue reading

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Tantrums…

We’ve reached threenager status. Our three year old has embraced it. She’s an expert tantrum thrower. Wrong color cup? Tantrum. Wrong shoes? Tantrum. Doesn’t listen? Tantrum. We’ve been working on talking about our feelings and finding ways to calm down. … Continue reading

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My favorite what if

I’m feeling reflective today. October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. Four years ago, we had a miscarriage. I know that baby for whatever reason wasn’t meant to be. I am blessed with two amazing, spunky, strong willed, challenging, … Continue reading

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Mommy wars…

Lately, I feel like I’m in a competition that I didn’t realize I entered. How big is your kid? How many words does he know? What did you just buy them? I have this, what do you have? Is your … Continue reading

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Wanted…

I’m currently lying in bed as my sick kiddo sleeps. I’m lying next to her as I promised her I would. I was sick last week and out of commission for a few days. My husband managed to keep s … Continue reading

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You are not alone.

One wonderful thing about current technology is the ability to find someone going through the same thing you are. Someone somewhere is going through a situation very similar to yours at this current moment. There are people miscarrying, having a … Continue reading

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My sweet baby…

We have the sweetest one year old. He’s a major stage five clubber to me lately, but the huge ass grin he gives me whenever he sees me and the constant hugging of the legs make it totally worth it. … Continue reading

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