Tag Archives: finding hope after a miscarriage

Splashing in puddles.

It was a rainy day here today. The oldest kept begging to go out and splash in puddles. We took turns taking her as we were trying to keep the little one inside. Seeing the joy of a child in … Continue reading

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Breaking point.

I’m struggling and the lack of sleep isn’t helping. Lately little guy has been getting up four to five times a night most nights. They are normally stacked so you’re almost asleep and then he’s up again. Coffee has been … Continue reading

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Dear husband…

Dear Husband, We’re struggling. We used to talk more before we had kids. We used to have time for us. You used to care when I started to cry instead of just ignoring me or having a look on your … Continue reading

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I failed….

Last night I was done. I was nursing my 17 month old to sleep and I was touched out. I had two little kids hanging on me most of yesterday. Touching me, squeezing me, wanting me, and a husband who … Continue reading

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Fighting…

This past year has been rough. I’ve been sleep deprived for most of it. I’ve been struggling with family relationships. Some seem to have changed and we don’t know how to fix them. Some have gone through a rough patch, … Continue reading

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My favorite what if

I’m feeling reflective today. October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. Four years ago, we had a miscarriage. I know that baby for whatever reason wasn’t meant to be. I am blessed with two amazing, spunky, strong willed, challenging, … Continue reading

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Wanted…

I’m currently lying in bed as my sick kiddo sleeps. I’m lying next to her as I promised her I would. I was sick last week and out of commission for a few days. My husband managed to keep s … Continue reading

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